GOSH! im in loveeee!!!

Don’t misunderstand 😛 I meant to say, I can’t help but fall in love over and over again with……with……with……

KOREAN DRAMAS!!!! 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀

Oh man!!!!! *gushing* I am in loveeeeeee…..(Even though it’s my fantasies that’s been wired in love 😛 ) So I am posting the lyrics of the song that I beeeecame fond of recently… 😀 Here goes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If I’m allowed once again
If I could see you again
Inside my past memories
Inside that pain
I call you

You’re my destiny, you are
You’re my destiny, you are
You’re my everything
I only look at you as
I call out to you silently

You’re the one my love, you are
You’re the one my love, you are
You’re my delight of all
You are my love
forever

Come to my side
If you still love me
The tears in my eyes
want you
I love you

You’re my destiny, you are
You’re my destiny, you are
You’re my everything
The thing that
hasn’t changed
is my love for you

You’re the one my love, you are
You’re the one my love, you are
You’re my delight of all

Even if the world changes, do you
know that I will only love you?
My destiny

I call out to you

“That woman..” song from secret garden

Recently I watched a Korean drama. I loved it 🙂 I loved the songs. Here I am sharing one of the songs from the drama “Secret Garden”. If you liked this, I will share the other songs too 😀 [ Now, guys will pick pebbles to throw at me!] So ladies…here we go!! to all the Korean drama lovers out there CHEERS! 😀

The meaning of the lyrics:

THAT WOMAN

“One woman loves you
She loves you with all her heart
Everyday she follows you like a shadow
She is laughing but cryingl
How much more How much more
Must I gaze at you like this alone
This meaningless love, this miserable love
Must I continue for you to love me
Come closer a little bit more
When I take a step closer, you run away with both feet
I who loves you, even now I’m at your side
That woman is crying
That woman is very timid
So she learnt how to laugh
There are so many things she cannot tell her closest friend
That woman’s heart is full of tears
So that woman said she
loved you because you were the same
Another fool, another fool
Won’t you hug me once before you go
I want to be loved, my dear
Everyday in my heart, in my heart
I shout out
That woman is beside you even today
Do you know that woman is me
Don’t tell me you know and are doing this to me
But you won’t know because my dear, you’re a fool
How much more How much more
Must I gaze at you like this alone
This foolish love, this miserable love
Must I continue for you to love me
Come closer a little bit more
When I take a step closer, you run away with both feet”

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The LoVE we LoST .to. the LuST.in us..

Prayer restores our inner lost soul, so never cease praying!

Prayer restores our inner lost soul, so never cease praying!

We lost the purity of love. We really lost the way to love purely. Each of us have encountered love in our own way. Whether it is through our better half or through the people around us. Each of us gives love according to the goodness in us. I should say or rather point out, that this goodness in us is starting to diminish.

This goodness in us have been taken over by evil in us. In case of love, the evil in us is LUST. The lust over body. The greed for money and power. These has replaced the pure love in us. True love in our heart has abandoned us, due to the occupation of the vacant space in our heart by lust.

Do you want to know why? Coz we lost God’s presence in us. God is love.

God is omnipresent. He is merciful. He is willing to forgive and forget coz HE IS LOVE. Now why am I speaking these words? It is because I happen to stumble upon something. And as usual it opened my inner eyes. Here it goes:

1 John 4:8
He who does not love has not become acquainted with God [never did know Him], for God is love.

Love can be seen, it cannot be hid. If you LOVE it will SHOW! No matter how much you try to hide love, you just will not be successful. Love is so powerful that it has to be MANIFEST.

LOVE without HOLINESS is not love but lust!

Love is not a suggestion, in fact it’s a commandment. Love is the essence of a transparent godly character. Love is so awesome that when we exercise love, love begins to flood out of our spirit, soul and body.

When the LOVE of God is present in our lives, it enables and encourages us to be pure, it releases purity.

2 Timothy 2:22
Shun youthful lusts and flee from them and pursue righteousness, faith, love, peace in fellowship with all, who call upon the Lord out of a pure heart.

Holiness is connected with Love, and when we make the connection, we will be able to live a HOLY life filled with the LOVE of God.

Listen to your soul. For it cries out to you. Listen the pain in your soul. For it needs love and wants to give love. Then who are we to stop it?

Light allows us to see things clearly, when begin to walk in the Light of Christ, we allow the light to shine on us and through us. The light shows us stuff that needs to be cleared out of our lives so that the brilliance of the light might shine out unhindered.

Without knowing God first, You cannot know pure love. No matter how much ever you claim to know!

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Let our love be of God, heart and soul rather than body. Let it be eternal. Let it remain forever! Let it never change!

That only ONE love in your ONE life!

Lots of thoughts were crossing my mind. I had lots of time to think. Coz, my second year project was being nowhere. Before I get busy, I thought I would spend time to ‘express’ through my beautiful space. I was scourging through the word press blogs to find something beautiful and share my viewpoints

perfumed!

perfumed!

regarding it. And I found this, someone was talking about their failed relationships, about thinking that talking with certain people will establish a future with them. At the beginning of the post I saw that person ranting about a ‘friend’ with whom she grew comfortable. She thought it might be ‘the future’. She writes about the short time spent talking and how she grew excited.Towards the middle, we learn that this writer have always been walked upon. The guy she was hanging out with, had no intention of clinging onto her. Then at last we can see misunderstandings arising between them, and she calling him the worst guy she ever met.(*smiles* 🙂 )

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It has pain.. no one told it was easy, But its worth fighting for!

This is what is happening around us nowadays. Someone sees someone other, foolishly believe that they can be something in their life and then, they realize they are in the wrong boat and tries to smash the boat they are in, to escape. What is going wrong over here? Its simple. Sometimes our brain foolishly ‘takes in‘ the ‘symptoms‘ that could possibly presumed as ‘love’ and then go for it. When our heart and guts whisper “no”, we don’t seem to hear it. We foolishly go in for the ‘symptoms’.

When I was a child, I knew nothing about love. I just knew the love between parents and children, love between best friends etc.. When I entered the teenage, surprisingly, I came to know that beautiful feeling of love. Its not through any people I know. It was through my beautiful and remarkable IMAGINATION  world! The world where “My Expressions” was born. :). I believed in one true love then. The love that just comes once in life and be yours forever in your life! That was my concept of love (and still is). I knew that when it comes, it would stir something in me, and I would feel happy with it. I would feel really happy with the person. I had my own beautiful concept about love.true-love-quotes-and-pictures-5

My past kind of life was action, games, books (regarding mystery and adventure) and cousins! (brothers most often). You can say, I was not at all into anything or any stuff regarding romance. My one-person-forever concept always remained silent in me. I always LOVED crime thrillers. Romance often bored me. Strangely, little did I know that I am deeply a romantic inside. I, myself, never knew what kind of love I had inside me. ( But I remember speaking about the one person concept to my teen friends, who was not feeling anything great about it then.) I realized that I had a deep romantic in me, when I read the first book on love. Well, don’t laugh at me, but the first love story I read was ‘Twilight’ 😉 Credits to my li’l sis, who introduced it. ( We both are avid readers and our tastes remain the same!). I was curious about her interest in that book, (I knew she was like me) which is why I read it, otherwise I wouldn’t even have glanced it.

always inside the heart

Always inside the heart!

While reading the book, strangely I fell in love with the romance that they were talking about. and, as you can call it, I became its avid fan 😉 ( and no, I am not the fan of Robert Pattinson or any other actors in the film for that matter.) It was the love, characters, their confusions, their kindness, their regret, their deep pain, the time they spent with each other and towards the end, how they were surviving the surroundings around them that threatened their love. That was when I realized what I was in love. That’s when I saw the lover in me. My closest friends call it ‘living-the-life-of-bella-swan’ 😉 I used to narrate the story to my best friend and she too loved it. I didn’t appreciate the film. Maybe it was nowhere near to the imaginary world I lived in those days.

Now, I watch the romantic movies, with the concept of strong bonded, deeply knitted ONE TRUE LOVE. Not the one that gives you butterflies in the stomach, but the one that jolts your inner soul and refresh it. In such kind of love, no matter how much they fight, they tend to get together at last, coz it was the heart, mind and soul of the person, that is loved. That cannot be replaced by any other person in the world. It can be only given by ONE. And it is a beautiful feel inside the soul to love that ONE. A love where there is no rules and regulations, but just love 🙂 … 

And I have always waited for it 🙂

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And I gave the choice to God.. Coz He will never be wrong! 🙂

{P.s: It was during that time I loved a song by Enrique..and it is titled like this, “Taking back my love” 🙂 Watch it. If you haven’t seen it yet}

What I call true love..

I am true believer of true love. I believe wholeheartedly in God. I believe Jesus came down to earth humbled Himself and died for us. I call that selfless love. aa

I am not here to talk about the depth of His love, because we know that the vastness and depth of the ocean cannot be measured. GOD’S LOVE IS IMMEASURABLE. I am here to show you how to love your “the one person” in your life in His way. God’s love was selfless. No matter how much ever the Israelites tested Him and tried Him, He continued loving them. He forgave them freely. When they went overboard in rejecting Him, He came down to the earth and got crucified for them. That’s what I call selfless love. Now tell me, how many of us loves like this? How many of us love atleast our life partners in this way? God clearly mentioned in the Holy Bible about monogamous love.

I am going to talk about that kind of love. The concept of “The one person” in your life. The concept that shows where one person is everything in your life, that you never have to search anymore. All you can see in this dirty world is that either love is physical, or people doesn’t believe in concept of “one true love” They try their luck with various partners and end up having a dog beside them at their death bed. We rarely see the strong,deep and everlasting love which is towards the acperson’s heart and soul. Rather we see love that is towards body, money, fame, buisness etc.. Such kind of love never lasted. You can take the count of love that is deeply bonded and the love that lasted. Its with those people who loved each other’s heart and stayed through all the thick and thin of life. In our Indian culture I see marriage as a business between two families rather than love between two souls. That doesn’t mean, I support love marriages here, coz I have also seen failure in the latter’s case. Love that happens between two souls and two hearts is what I call true love. Such love can never be replaced by any other person in the world. It can only fulfilled by one heart and soul. That is what I have looking for my entire life. 🙂 {Such love will be more beautiful if you include the Heavenly Power in it 🙂 }

Recently I got to see an Indian movie that fascinated me. It is a telugu movie called “Manam” which means “Us” in english. Keeping aside the business side of the movie, I am going to talk about what captured me in the story. The story is about rebirth of two couples, who was unable to love in their past lives. {Hindu scriptures believe in the concept of different lives} It is about how God is giving chance to the two couples to reincarnate their love. The first couple loved each other so much, They were arranged to marry. So they abknew each other only after marriage. Misunderstandings aroused between them and they used to fight every day. Atlast they both came to a point of split up. After filing for the divorce, the husband realized that the wife was fighting with him due to pure misunderstanding of betrayal. That is when the wife uttered her last words “Its better to die; than to divorce”. They suddenly met up with an accident where the wife died on spot. The husband hugs her and cries that he couldn’t live without her and his child. A lorry appears from nowhere. The husband sees it, kisses his wife’s cheek and hugs her, preparing himself to die with her. The car was hit and it blasted. That was the end of their lives. Here only towards the end their true love for each other was revealed. The part ends with the tagline “That is why God gives some a second chance in life to love.” As they enter their second life, the husband tells the wife that it’s better forgive their mistakes than forget the pure love between them. That is what caught me up. That’s why I am sharing this story. There is no true love in the world without ups and down. But if the couple loves each other purely, honesty, trust and forgivable attitude is enough to fight the misunderstandings between them. True love survives. Its better to love one person truly through your heart and soul rather going with many people and ending with no one. Love can come in any form. But if it is true, then never let it go.

I am just concluding this post with the line of the husband in the story. “If there is love between two people, then mistakes can be forgiven.” Never forget the pure love between you people. 🙂

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The masked heart of gold :)

Only recently I came across an old korean drama of 2009 namely “Boys over flowers”. Can imagine what happened next right? 😉 Yes, I fell in love with the drama series 😀 But unlike all other drama sick drama lovers {Note: 😉 } I am not going to ramble sickeningly mad over the series. Its just the characters that I like to point out.A2

As usual the story is about “a charming prince falling in love with a poor girl.” Yes, and as usual, girls will fall heads over heels in love with the “charming prince” in the story. Then {as usual} they tend to compare them with their real life princes, and tend to get pushy with their guys. 😛 . Guys will point out that such people will only exist in fairy tales not in real lives. Yea, I do agree, sometimes it can only exist in fairy tales, but sometimes it can be also real 🙂 . And girls! for your A4information, if the girl like “Geum Jan di”[main heroine] who is not obsessed with her rich boyfriend’s plutocracy and fame exists, then guys like “Gu Jun Pyo” will exist. Here, what the lady fell for in the guy is not his money or fame, but his masked heart of gold {or you can say his childish heart}. 🙂 . That was the same thing that made me love the lead guy.

That is what I am going to speak about here 🙂 As I am a woman, I am going to speak about that lead guy.

Gu Jun Pyo is the leader of F4 as well as the heir to the Shinhwa Group, one of the most powerful business groups in South Korea. Raised by his older sister and servants as his parents tend to be overwhelmingly busy, he grew up an arrogant and conceited person who believed that there was nothing that could not be done with money. Deep down, however, he has a heart of gold that cannot be easily expressed due to his constant masking his loneliness and his craving for familial attention with pride and conceit.a3

Jun Pyo’s perspective changes when a transfer student to Shinhwa High named Geum Jan Di challenges his beliefs. Jan Di absolutely despises the notorious F4 and all that it stands for. One day Jan Di and her only friend in the school is eating ice cream when her friend trips and drops her ice cream on Jun Pyo’s shoe. He is upset that his shoe is ruined and demands that she lick it off her shoe. Jan Di steps in and defends her friend by shoving her ice cream in Jun Pyo’s face. From that day onward, Jun Pyo cannot get Jan Di out of his head since she is so unlike the other students in the school.

This is a review I found about the character. Notice what I have high-lighted in Ared. Yes, I marked what attracted me the most. Outwardly he was said to be a cruel personality harming the weak students, hurting people with his words, and feeling no regret for his actions and words. As he was damn rich, famous and handsome, girls used to go crazy over him {even though he acted damn cold and hurt people with words, I really did wondered whether those foolish girls planned to endure such torture forever in their life} But, what brought smiles to my face was that, his heart of gold couldA not be locked safe in the vault forever. :). It was opened by our heroine, who was the only girl that he fell heads over heels. She was the key to the vault. Now tell me guys, When you find such sincere women in your life who opens your heart that you hid for years, won’t you really do everything in your power to protect and provide for her? 🙂 will you ever let her go, when it is really the hardest? You can see such aspects in the serial, how Jun Pyo was forced to let go of the woman he loved and the woman who was everything in his life. You can see his inner conflicts and helplessness of not being with the person he wanted to be with. Even now, would you say, that A1such guys are not real? then you are a different man or you have not experienced that real love. This indeed became the reality side of the drama 🙂 And that’s what I loved here 🙂

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