“That woman..” song from secret garden

Recently I watched a Korean drama. I loved it 🙂 I loved the songs. Here I am sharing one of the songs from the drama “Secret Garden”. If you liked this, I will share the other songs too 😀 [ Now, guys will pick pebbles to throw at me!] So ladies…here we go!! to all the Korean drama lovers out there CHEERS! 😀

The meaning of the lyrics:

THAT WOMAN

“One woman loves you
She loves you with all her heart
Everyday she follows you like a shadow
She is laughing but cryingl
How much more How much more
Must I gaze at you like this alone
This meaningless love, this miserable love
Must I continue for you to love me
Come closer a little bit more
When I take a step closer, you run away with both feet
I who loves you, even now I’m at your side
That woman is crying
That woman is very timid
So she learnt how to laugh
There are so many things she cannot tell her closest friend
That woman’s heart is full of tears
So that woman said she
loved you because you were the same
Another fool, another fool
Won’t you hug me once before you go
I want to be loved, my dear
Everyday in my heart, in my heart
I shout out
That woman is beside you even today
Do you know that woman is me
Don’t tell me you know and are doing this to me
But you won’t know because my dear, you’re a fool
How much more How much more
Must I gaze at you like this alone
This foolish love, this miserable love
Must I continue for you to love me
Come closer a little bit more
When I take a step closer, you run away with both feet”

🙂

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What is your spiritual belief?

Well, through my spiritual journey in life, I came across many things in the beliefs of people. I have seen people fight and die in the name of religion and naming it as “war of God.” I have seen the people in the boundaries of religion having narrow heads in thinking. Well, the world has trillions of people and each individual have his/her own journey and story. Each individual will have his/her own beliefs taught by life.A.rel

What I want to blurt out is, religion has nothing to do with God. As I am a christian and was walking my christian journey, I will talk about what I see in my religion. Christianity has various sub castes and each subcaste has different modes of worship. But the basic of all sub castes include just one thing “The Holy bread and wine” which is considered as the body of Jesus Christ. These subcastes have lots of rules and regulations. Many of them seemed good to me in the spiritual journey, but many of them deemed going overboard and spiritually useless. These sub caste point fingers at each other telling that their mode of worship is the “righteous” spiritual journey.index

I will tell you what I have experienced in life. It don’t matter which way you worship. But if you POUR OUT YOUR HEART in front of and TRUST HIM, He will do His work in you. If you establish your FAITH in Him. If you LOVE HIM, CARE HIM, then you can see His hand everywhere in your life. This is what Jesus loves, pure heart like children or babies, innocence of the soul which is beautiful as a white dove. God looks at the heart and soul, rather than you fake modes of worship. Your true worship is directed by your heart and soul.

Do you know why Jesus loved children and babies? Because, they are the most beautiful creation of God.They are the little people who are innocent at heart and have eyes full of colors and love. They don’t know anything but to love. Their smile is enough to make your soul happy. That is why they are loved by Him. that is why Jesus told in the bible to be like them inorder to have the Kingdom of God. So ” be wise like the fox, and innocent like the baby” and live life to the fullest! 🙂

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The masked heart of gold :)

Only recently I came across an old korean drama of 2009 namely “Boys over flowers”. Can imagine what happened next right? 😉 Yes, I fell in love with the drama series 😀 But unlike all other drama sick drama lovers {Note: 😉 } I am not going to ramble sickeningly mad over the series. Its just the characters that I like to point out.A2

As usual the story is about “a charming prince falling in love with a poor girl.” Yes, and as usual, girls will fall heads over heels in love with the “charming prince” in the story. Then {as usual} they tend to compare them with their real life princes, and tend to get pushy with their guys. 😛 . Guys will point out that such people will only exist in fairy tales not in real lives. Yea, I do agree, sometimes it can only exist in fairy tales, but sometimes it can be also real 🙂 . And girls! for your A4information, if the girl like “Geum Jan di”[main heroine] who is not obsessed with her rich boyfriend’s plutocracy and fame exists, then guys like “Gu Jun Pyo” will exist. Here, what the lady fell for in the guy is not his money or fame, but his masked heart of gold {or you can say his childish heart}. 🙂 . That was the same thing that made me love the lead guy.

That is what I am going to speak about here 🙂 As I am a woman, I am going to speak about that lead guy.

Gu Jun Pyo is the leader of F4 as well as the heir to the Shinhwa Group, one of the most powerful business groups in South Korea. Raised by his older sister and servants as his parents tend to be overwhelmingly busy, he grew up an arrogant and conceited person who believed that there was nothing that could not be done with money. Deep down, however, he has a heart of gold that cannot be easily expressed due to his constant masking his loneliness and his craving for familial attention with pride and conceit.a3

Jun Pyo’s perspective changes when a transfer student to Shinhwa High named Geum Jan Di challenges his beliefs. Jan Di absolutely despises the notorious F4 and all that it stands for. One day Jan Di and her only friend in the school is eating ice cream when her friend trips and drops her ice cream on Jun Pyo’s shoe. He is upset that his shoe is ruined and demands that she lick it off her shoe. Jan Di steps in and defends her friend by shoving her ice cream in Jun Pyo’s face. From that day onward, Jun Pyo cannot get Jan Di out of his head since she is so unlike the other students in the school.

This is a review I found about the character. Notice what I have high-lighted in Ared. Yes, I marked what attracted me the most. Outwardly he was said to be a cruel personality harming the weak students, hurting people with his words, and feeling no regret for his actions and words. As he was damn rich, famous and handsome, girls used to go crazy over him {even though he acted damn cold and hurt people with words, I really did wondered whether those foolish girls planned to endure such torture forever in their life} But, what brought smiles to my face was that, his heart of gold couldA not be locked safe in the vault forever. :). It was opened by our heroine, who was the only girl that he fell heads over heels. She was the key to the vault. Now tell me guys, When you find such sincere women in your life who opens your heart that you hid for years, won’t you really do everything in your power to protect and provide for her? 🙂 will you ever let her go, when it is really the hardest? You can see such aspects in the serial, how Jun Pyo was forced to let go of the woman he loved and the woman who was everything in his life. You can see his inner conflicts and helplessness of not being with the person he wanted to be with. Even now, would you say, that A1such guys are not real? then you are a different man or you have not experienced that real love. This indeed became the reality side of the drama 🙂 And that’s what I loved here 🙂

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My blank heart

I don’t have any words to tell you this time. A blog is about writing what you feel, and my blog is exclusively about my expressions of my soul.But…today, I feel wordless or speechless. I feel sad, partly due to innocent suffering people in the world and partly due to the blank heart in me. If you ask me the reason…I will only look down without saying anything. Coz I am sad. I am really sad. My brain will give a hundreds of pointless reasons, but my heart will give you a blank murmer. I don’t have the words to express the blankness in me. Allow me to weep and feel sad. Allow me to express. Allow me to feel.{If you allow me more, I may feel helpless, worthless and depressed 😉 } I just want my blankness to be heard….so I am writing….My blank heart…glass__lucent_heart_by_raingarden1.jpg

And there is nothing to write…coz its blank 😦

Just blank…….